Joel Childers (1966)
Yes Tom Stewart. Remember Joni Mitchell's lyric, "Both sides now." How perceptive for a twenty something year old to write that song. I was more like 40 years old before I had that kind of insight.
Until I was 18, I lived in Woodland in what now seems like a dream.
"Ice cream castles in the air" "Moons and Junes and Ferris wheels."
From 18 years - 28 years I went on a roller coaster ride: drafted, Navy, married, divorced, lived with hippies in Sacramento and pot growing outlaws in the hills outside of Auburn, roofer, lumbermill worker, dishwasher, ski resort gofer at Soda Springs, cleaned rental units in Honolulu and lived with a bunch of other lost souls.
"Well somethings lost but somethings gained from living every day."
And somehow after the chaos of it all, I ended up in Santa Rosa with a faint voice inside me saying, "Go to college!" At 28 years old, I graduated and never looked back. I quit smoking (both legal and illegal substances), got an office job, got my own apartment, got married, bought a house, retired and I'm sitting here wondering how I survived to 74. And looking back I wouldn't change a single thing.
"I've looked at life from both sides now
From win and lose and still somehow
It's life's illusions I recall
I really don't know life at all."
|